I’m Tired

February 18, 2015 at 1:10 pm (Uncategorized)

I’m tired.  Not physically, but socially, and emotionally. I’m tired of people – not all people – just some people.  I’m not tired of social media, though likely I should be.

OK Then, No More Compliments For You

I’m tired of people telling others what kind of compliments they won’t accept from others and trying to expand their personal issues with it to cover a whole group of people because of the “For a” status.  I’m sorry, when did compliments become a back thing? If I think you’re good at what you do, I tell you.  I’ll probably get specific, like “I really liked how you handled that unruly class today”, or “I really like your style of writing, especially in _____” .  I put no “for a” in there.  Hell, folks, I don’t even usually know your skin color, your age, and in some forums, your sex or your name, because I deal with you in a social media setting and I don’t profile stalk you – I take you at face value for what you present and nothing more.

Yes,  I’ve dealt with those kind of backhanded compliments all my life – ALL of us have. “You run fast – for a girl”,  “you’re very understanding of your students – for a teacher”,  “you sure know a lot about social issues – for a white person”, “You’re pretty knowledgeable about current events – for a museum docent”.  I’m sure we could all make this kind of list.  There’s always some insecure fuck out there who makes themselves feel better by giving out backhanded compliments.  The best way to deal with people like that? Treat their compliments as if you’re totally social cue clueless and as if they were the most sincere thing you’ve heard in months.  Pisses them right the fuck off.

And I’ve also been uncomfortable when people gush compliments all over you, especially for something you did for someone else.  I get that.  That’s cool.  Take it gracefully, try to back out of the situation where the person keeps gushing all over you  (cellphones have been great for this – you can now fake an incoming phone call). I’ve used the “thanks, I have to go pick up my kids now” excuse in the past- no longer works when people know they are full grown- so I’ve used the “I’ve got to go pick up my husband” excuse as well. Unless, of course, he’s standing right with me.  he’s rescued me from this a time or two, thankfully. But at the end of the day, not being able to take that gushing of compliments is from my OWN insecurities, and is MY own problem to deal with. It’s not for me to dictate to others their ability to pay me a compliment. STFU and deal with this problem yourself.  If you see a “For A” in every compliment given you, then that is on YOU and is NOT EVER going to become my burden.

Also at issue is the people who say things like this because of their insecurities, but then when they don’t get compliments, they throw huge old hissy fits any self respecting toddler would be proud of. They liken it to people having no respect for them.  Umm, excuse me, people WERE showing respect for you by not giving compliments as you asked for earlier, and now your insecurities have you acting the part of attention whore.  Get on your drama llama and ride!

Wait a Minute, How Did I Become The Bad Guy?

Goes right along with the last section, and I’ve been looking for the right term for it.  I’m not finding it. I’m tired of being the bad guy when I wasn’t the bad guy to start.  I’ve had this happen all my life as well, even when other people – and the majority of other people agreed with me- that asking someone else to stop a behavior, or asking someone – sincerely – why they believe that way or wanting some form of reasonable explanation, I suddenly get someone jumping my shit as a bad guy for asking.  If we tie it back to that last thing, I asked if this person meant any compliments to a certain group of people, and she prevaricated. I pointed out that any kind of comment can be seen as backhanded.  And then I got told that no, this person gets a pass on being offended because she belongs to that certain group.

Wait a minute – I thought the main goal of all groups, ethnic, sexual, disabled, etc was to be treated the same as any other person – which leaves you accountable for everything that everyone else does.  It doesn’t mean you get to be a an asshole just because you’re in a wheelchair. It doesn’t mean I get to be a jerk to people because I’m an older woman.  It doesn’t mean any of that.  If you want to be treated equally, that means in ALL things – socially, mentally, financially – all of it.  It means there’s no free pass based on the group you count yourself as part of. But I was the bad guy for asking this person about it, trying to get a logical reason for the issue.  If they had said “Please don’t give me these kind of compliments because it makes ME feel as if there is a “for a” at the end, and that bothers me.” Cool. I can deal with that.  But don’t come compliment begging later, OK?

Or when a situation is out of hand – or whatever reason – and you step in when no one else will.  The original perpetrators end up coming off as innocents, and you are the bad buy because you stepped in – verbally, physically, or in writing on social media. Usually by someone who has no dog in the race, so to speak, but finds you and singles you out as treating the poor bully badly – by asking them to stop.  Wow.

But this happens every day in every school across the country.  Kids are bullied and picked on, and when they stand up for themselves, often they are the ones punished. Or if they stand up for a friend, they are the bad guy, the criminal, and the true problem folk get off scott free.  Happens online hourly.

Guess I’m good at attracting attention, eh?  I have a feeling I could be in a room of 100 people, all saying the exact same things, same tone, same words, and I’d still be singled out. But that’s my issue, isn’t it? 😉

Why Did You Move Here Then?

I’m tired of the people who move to a small town, a rural community, a mountain area  because it’s so much better than living in the city, and within a month, they’re bored living there.  They want to change street names, build yet another community center (because driving for half an hour is SUCH an inconvenience, yet they’d not blink twice at doing it in the city), want to bring store like Crate and Barrel into a small town where it wouldn’t thrive, and they complain about how they can’t find enough to fill their days, and they don’t know how to meet people.

Once again, personal issues that are not my problem, buy you suddenly make them my problem by insisting on changes to the community.  These are the folks that go to community meeting, petition, all this stuff to bring things to the rural areas that really don’t belong there and most of the people don’t want.  But they have tenacity, they keep being the squeaky wheel, and most often, they have a lot of money to make things happen.  And then when those things happen, and changes are made, they move.  Why? Because this place is to citified now.  And then the businesses fail, and locals are left with empty eyesores that need to be torn down, but no one can afford to do so.  Do us a favor, stay in the city in the first place. Please.

There Is No Such Thing as Libtards or Repubtards

I’m tired of people blaming everything on political parties without realizing it’s much much bigger than a few union reps or school teachers.  If you’re still blaming individuals, or party lines, or best of all- blaming the president and his “black agenda” and focused on a birth certificate from overseas that doesn’t exist, congratulations. You are EXACTLY where the ruling elite of the country wants you to be, not actually paying attention to the REAL issues, the real state of the economy, the real state of the world.  If they can keep baffling enough of you with bullshit, they won’t get a reenactment of the French Revolution in their lifetimes.

But seriously – do some damn research and stop blaming this side or that side for stuff. Stop taking the easy excuse, the easy lay of the blame, the lack of responsibility on your own part and learn something.

I have more, but now I really am physically tired. Time for some lunch.

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